She still loves him, even though he is not there, not there with her but he is not far from her either. He is there in her life, in her thoughts, in her breaths, living there along with her as part of her soul. Every day she starts her day thinking about him and ends her day dreaming about him. There was no reason not to be happy about that he is still present with her in all the ups and downs, guiding her, showing her the right path and most importantly she still remembers the words he used to say, “Not to forget to smile my darling, life goes on, do whatever you want to do but don’t forget to smile, you look more beautiful when you smile”. Does not matter how bad the circumstances are, how negative the situation is but the moment she thinks about him, that brings a smile on her face. Every day she starts her day with a smile, whenever she gets ready for her office, she make it sure that the colour blue forms a part of her attire, blue was his favourite colour. She still remembers how particular he was for everything, how he used to work on every minute details, don’t cut your hair, I love long hair, let them remain open, use clutcher sometimes, I love bright nail paints, your feet are beautiful, have more of flat sandals in your collection, and don’t forget the fragrances, you have to use perfumes a lot. She still gets herself ready the way he wanted her to as if she is going to meet him today. But that is not possible, she lost him three years ago in a car accident but she is not alone. He gave her the reasons to live; she is not shattered but comes out as a stronger woman who is more responsible, sensible and focused because she knows that’s what he always wanted her to be. Today is Friday, so she wants to come back home as quickly as possible, because Friday is the day when she goes for a long walk with him to discuss the things happen to her during the past week, about her dreams and how she is going to convert them into reality. Whenever they both went for a date, one of the question that was constantly being asked by him was:
“What are your dreams?”
to which she was always blank, “we are on a date, are not we suppose to talk something romantic instead of these boring topics about my dreams and future”.
Do you know that you are a Queen, I consider you as a Queen because I know that you are a Queen but the world does not know this and I want the world to know that you are a Queen but before the world treat you as a Queen, you have to treat yourself as a queen, you have to trust your abilities, your magical powers and for that you have to start dreaming. More over life is so unpredictable, I am there with you today, maybe I am not there tomorrow, so I want you to take you to a world where the people does not matter, their opinions does not matter, where you are not dependent on them, rather you will create a world where all what matter is your dreams. Dreams are like babies, you have to raise them so never ever ignore the power of a dream.
So, what are your dreams?
A drop of tear came from her eye, I want to hug you and I don’t want to lose you, never ever
Of course, now we can move on to the romantic part of our date and you can hug me, but remember next time again I am going to ask you about your dreams, so you better start dreaming.
So he has given her the reasons to live, he has given her the ability to be a stronger woman, she never talked about dreams when he was there, but now she eagerly waits for the Fridays, so that she can talk about dreams because that makes him happy.
They both are not together, destiny has some other plans, but before they both get separated, he gave her enough reasons to live. She starts her day with a smile, she try to bring smile in other people lives, the colours to be choose, the clothes to be wear, the fragrance to be use brings excitement in her life and most importantly she has started seeing the dreams, so even if they are not together, he still lives with her in her thoughts, in her breaths, living there along with her as part of her soul. These reasons are enough for her to live.